Jean's Blog

Where Should I Start?

2011-11-23T03:51:00.004+08:00

It has been a long journey. A journey that I couldn't believe I made it through alive..but I'm barely breathing. Looking back at what I have accomplish in these 11 months is beyond my expectation. I have come so far from where I have started! Met some incredibly amazing people, learned so much from great leaderships, stumble and fall along the way, reconcile with God again and again... After all these, I still question myself this : Am I living the life of a godly person? Or am I still worldly?

Yes, I made some mistakes and hurt some people. But I'm not perfect. Well, I try to be.. I work hard and push my limits (physically and mentally). It is the expectation that people have set on me that has hurt them. Because they didn't expect the mistakes coming from me. I'm always the "can-do" and "perfectionist" girl. Agree?

However, I know I still have a longer and wider bridge to build and cross over but it takes time and sacrifices along the way..

Am I ready for that? To be stretch by God?

MCR

2011-09-29T04:26:00.003+08:00

"You're in depression"
"It's just a fling gone wrong"
"Ain't worth your tears"
"Everything's gonna be fine"
"I understand.."
"Be stronger"
"Only God can heal you"
"Don't skip dinner"

Greater

2011-09-17T02:24:00.002+08:00

Eureka moment comes when my mind is totally exhausted but I just can't sleep yet. This is incredible. Mentally and physically drained out from serving God and now He decides to plant a vision in me at 2:27AM. Outrageous but if I slept, the passion and desire to chase that vision will no longer be with me..

The following weeks and months are going to be greater! Lord, please be with me..

Someone

2011-08-18T10:06:00.006+08:00

Life is too short to be spent alone. I've just finish watching Ghosts of Girlfriends Past (random). The fear and horror of living a lonely life is unbearable for any human being.

Lately, I have missed talking to God. Miss singing to His songs in the car while I'm stuck in the bad traffic. How is it possible to be so busy with church work til there is no time for Him? I mean, I'm doing God's work but I can't even spend quality time with Him? It's insane. It's like saying I'm having dinner with my family but we're not even communicating. They're just there..

I guess this is the phase where I get too caught up with real life situation and I've placed Him somehow less important. Human beings will always be that way. Imperfectly perfect in God's eyes yet He still loves us. It's just like you, loving your partner even though they made a mistake/hurt you. Because *you* love them enough to forgive them. Life is a journey, not a destination.

We all want to have that special someone to walk with in our lives journeys. Someone that loves us for our good and our bad. Someone that doesn't beat us down but encourages us. Someone that loves Jesus and loves God. Someone who you could not possibly imaging living without him/her. Someone who can instantly make you smile just by the thought of him/her. Someone that shares the same vision and goal with you :)

Eternity is where I want to be.

Land Below The Wind

2011-06-23T15:59:00.008+08:00

My 3D2N in Kota Kinabalu was truly filled with exploration and a whole lots of laughter. We went to Mount Kinabalu Park, walk the entire street market (forgotten what it's called) nearby my hotel and met up w Jeremiah, Jethro, Andre and Ferik for McD. I must learn the art of how to control my face from blushing. Seriously! I was blushing on and off for the entire time at McD 8(

However, it was a rather short time span in KK. Flew back to KL on Sunday noon and hello to the normal massive traffic jam again.

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Aside from Kota Kinabalu, here's what I've been up to. Non other than homeworks..

a plushie headgear for my 3D Studies
it took me exactly 2 days to complete it, everything was hand sew!

12 colour wheel for Design Theory
it's not easy to mix the colour Violet! Took me 4 attempts to get it right, thank God..

love fashion, love my classmates :)

Baroque

2011-06-17T03:39:00.004+08:00

It's been a long time since I update my blog with pictures. I do miss the random times when my friends and I just hang out and have a "mini photoshoot" but sigh, no thanks to college work :/ The most recent picture that I took with my camera is my Art History assignment.

The study of Baroque style in art - the strong contrast in light as you can see in the picture above. I'll be having my mid-term exam on Art History in about 5 hours and I just want to get over with it! Unfortunately, there are so many things to memorize *_*

Got tonnes of projects coming up - Barbie doll dress for 3D studies and wearable clothing for Design Theory. The last time I sew something it took me 2 FULL DAYS to finish it off and it's just a head gear..what more an outfit?! Die :(

Moving on, my church had a Facebook LIVE event for the high schoolers and my team did Angry Pacmans! :)

we spent 3 full days working on the props and stuffs!

Chocolate lava with vanilla ice cream is what I'm craving now...
:3

12 more hours before I hop on that plane to Sabah for my cousin's wedding. What a great getaway after my exam. Can't wait!! *grins*

Blank

2011-06-13T00:58:00.001+08:00

I'm waiting for you to say you're here to stay
But darling, if you know that it's through
You can't keep doing what you do
If it's time to let go of you..time to let go of you..time to let go of you.

Monday Stress

2011-05-10T21:31:00.002+08:00

Quick summary of how my Monday went :

Drove to Dr. Koh's clinic with Ashlee
Got lost on the way there
Smoke came out from the car bonnet
Stranded in front of SMK BU3 (somewhere near 1U)
Called Dad and told him about it
Called AAM but it was useless so Dad called a workshop toll truck
Called Ethan and Nicholas for rescue
They came and waited with me and Ash for the toll truck
After 45 mins the toll truck finally came
After 2 hours of stress and standing under the hot sun, I got to go back already. Yay!

HUGE lorry coming through! I was on the phone with Dad.

Quite an exciting and adventurous day indeed. Thank God for protection and journey mercy despite all the happenings! Turns out that there was a leakage in the water pipe that's why the car ran outta water and that explains the smoke and burnt rubber smell :(

What's Your Conviction?

2011-05-01T18:32:00.003+08:00

I woke at 9.15am today and the first thing that came to my mind was "go to Glad Tidings PJ". It was a very random thing that God has put into my mind but heck, I went to bath and went there straight.

11am came and I was already seated right in the center of the HUGE hall. Middle row, horizontally and vertically. I sat alone again. As the service went on, I noticed how different GT was. The crowd were older, the lights for P&W are on, even the singers on stage are in coats! Very new, very different indeed than what I usually see in CHCKL.

Pastor Vincent preached about "Thriving in Babylon" in the book of Daniel. Babylon can be our study place, our work place, our church and so on. Definition of thrive is to progress toward or realize a goal despite or because of circumstances. Instead of surviving through the difficult times, we must thrive through it.

But what really caught my attention was when Pastor Vincent spoke about Conviction. When we know our conviction we will not be easily defeated. Like how Daniel, Hananiah, Mishael and Azariah were true to their conviction and God delivered them. However, we musn't condemn others for their lifestyle and beliefs when we make a stand for ourselves.

Wow..what an empowering message today. Always stay true to your conviction and God will deliver you from it :))

Have a good day tomorrow! xx

Snacks and Drinks

2011-04-15T11:42:00.004+08:00

So yesterday Vanes, Ping and I attended Carmen's make-up academy (Diva Production) make-up fashion show at Sungei Wang. The dress code for the event was 80's Rock and Roll but clearly we did not dress a single bit like that! We spent most of the time commenting on every single model that walks out onto the runway, munching on snacks and sipping drinks. Got to see some incredible styles and make-ups! :)

After everything ended, we head over to Secret Recipe for our late dinner. The most awkward thing of all was the waiter who served us, either he is over friendly or just plain weird.. After settling the bill he said "Thank you, terima kasih, xie xie, arigato!!" in a high pitch tone. T'was so funny and awkward at the same time!

College Hall

2011-04-12T09:08:00.000+08:00

Hey everyone! So I've been MIA for a long time now. I'm currently at my college MPH listening to Mr. Martin explaining the tools for designers. From how to take care of your brushes to the types of glue. Somewhere in between there is Putty Eraser for charcoal drawing. Oh dear..there's so many things that I don't know! Definitely gonna be a 3 years of new exploration. Best thing of all is I'm so happy to be in my new class with 16 other gals! Yes, you heard me right. There's not a single boy in it. Hehe! Okay gotta dash now. Gonna have picture session for my student card and according to Carlson, we are allowed to pose in it. Lol! Bye loves :D

Nothing Is Impossible

2011-02-07T02:10:00.005+08:00

Tonight was magical. I just met someone 6 hours ago who has left a great impact on me.

"Every one can be the same but what makes you different from the others is God's anointing. That's what make you special." she said to me while I was telling her about my dilemmas in choosing the path I want to take for my education. And she continued, "Deep down you already know what you want to do but you just want people's opinion. Well, don't listen to what they say because in the end of the day, it is you who will be going through it. I think nothing is easy. Fashion is not easy. Medicine is not easy either. But doing something you like gives you the drive to do it well."

I couldn't believe it. After all the long hours of talk with my parents and the discussions with my friends... With just a simple 20 minutes drive to Tropicana in the backseat of the car, sitting beside someone who I just knew not even an hour yet, could somehow and might change my future.

"Whenever you have to design something from scratch and you need inspiration and creativity.. you just have to pray to God for that he will give you those important things. Just gotta keep on praying to Him and you'll find a way." she said to me with confidence and faith.

Tonight was a life changing experience. God has answered my prayer and it's all good. Hallelujah :))

"Through You, I can do anything, I can do all things 'cause it's You who gives me strength. Nothing is impossible" - Planet Shakers

True Meaning Of CNY

2011-02-04T01:59:00.003+08:00

I've been feeling so nostalgic these few days. It must be the cause of Chinese New Year lol. Anyway, 2011 is truly a real beginning for me. I've got no more excuses to NOT help out cleaning the house. hahah! No school, no college and no work. My friends tell me that I'm living the easy life with nothing to worry about while they are already in college. They have to rush their assignments while I just sit around the house and sleep all day.

But friends, let me tell you..it's not as easy as you think! I figure, on an average day my brain will process 5 things at the same time. Which college should I go? What should I study? Would I want to go overseas to future my studies? Will my job secure me a good career in the future? Will I be financially stable to provide for my parents next time?

Of course every child would want to give what's best to their parents. We have to learn how to be sacrificial and to honour our parents in every single way. At the end of the day, they're the one who sacrificed their everything just to teach us the value of life - appreciate life like a gem. My parents always taught me how to be humble and thankful for what we have. If living in a middle class family can bring us happiness and health then I wouldn't mind living it for the rest of my life. "Blood is thicker than water" that's what my dad used to say. They're the ones who I run to when I'm facing any problems or I just need a listening ear.

I guess I'm really a homey person. Or you can say a papa and mama kinda girl. hahaha. Well friends, sometimes we can instantly be frustrated at our parents and thinking that they don't understand us at all! But hey, they were once our age and went through what we are going through now. Don't you think that you ought to give a thought about what they are about to say before you cut them off? :)

This Chinese New Year is another season of giving and honouring our parents. Ang paos and cny cookies are just side dishes. It is truly the time to reunite the bond with your parents, your siblings, your cousins and your relatives. It's never too late to turn a new leaf as long as you have the heart to do it! :))

Happy Chinese New Year & Gong Xi Fa Cai!!

You're So Funny

2011-01-21T23:21:00.007+08:00

IO camp @ Peace Haven

How are you doing?? I hope you're good. Well, thanks to XP that's why I'm here writing another short update :)

I can't believe camp is finally over. It's been almost a week since the first day of it and tomorrow will be our camp reunion at church. Wow..looking back at our first camp meeting months ago and now we're about to plan our NEXT IO camp again!! Gotta admit that being part of the Game Master was not easy at all but we managed to pull it together and gave everyone a whole lots of fun, right right?

Looking back at how much I've grew since I came to church, no words can describe it as much as I wish I could. It was Gladys who first brought me to CHC in mid 2009 and people often ask me how I knew her. Well, you probably wouldn't have guessed it but the answer is I knew her through blogger. hahaha. God truly work in funny ways sometimes :))

Goodnight, lovelies! xx

So Tell Me

2011-01-21T01:30:00.005+08:00

what's life after form 5?? Is it the time when you truly experience the value of friendship? The value of money paid for your college fund? Still unsure of what you wanna do in life? Never thought that high school would be over so quickly?

Somehow these thoughts have been lingering on my mind for a pretty long time. I know who I want to be, what I want to do and how I want to succeed it. Every single detail in becoming a Fashion Designer, I knew it all. But is this the calling from God or am I just following someone's foot steps?

Deep down I'm still unsure of the choices in life I've made. Some were good while some were pretty bad. We all are free to make our own choices but we are not free to choose our consequences.

I guess I finally came to a point in life where every person I know will be going their own direction in life. It's tough to see them go but eventually everyone has to grow up and start a carrier, a family and have grandchildren. This is the cycle of life and well, I'm not prepared for it yet. Guess I didn't see it coming so quickly :/

It's all mixed up feelings and thoughts. Sorry if you might not understand this cryptic post because neither could I explain it myself.

Asians

2011-01-13T19:06:00.005+08:00

D'you know what's the down part being an Asian? Is that some of us might have uneven eye lids! I know we're famous for our doe eyes and single eye lids and maybe even our doll-like eyes. But somehow our genes got mix up and ka-boom, we got uneven eye lids :((

My right eye is more round and has double eyelid while my left eye is more doe-like and has single eyelid. It's really difficult for me to put on my eyeliner because it will look uneven sometimes *sulk*

I know now there's a double-eyelid tape in the drug store to create natural double eyelid but I couldn't be bothered to use one cos I'm so lazy just like that -.o (Why am I even talking about eyelids anyway??)

Last but not least, I finally got my Grey Booties from F21 today! Been searching high and low for it since I don't even know when. hahaha.

aren't they lovely? :))

Hope you all have a great weekend ahead. God bless and I'll see you soon! xx

Who's Ready For 2011?

2011-01-01T03:37:00.000+08:00

Hello, hello!

So how did *you* celebrate your new year? Well, I stayed home doing another Vlog while counting down to 2011. I guess as the older we get, the less we are excited bout new years. Who's with me??

Anyway! I just wanna wish everyone a Happy New Year and God bless ya'll :)

Malacca Baby!

2010-12-29T17:18:00.000+08:00

First of all, thank you so much to Shearn for driving us down to Malacca! I had great company too - Vanes and Ping :)

don't you just love Vanes' new hair colour?

So we ate at this chicken rice ball restaurant called "Ji He" in mandarin.

ngom ngom ngom!

After having our satisfying lunch, we head out to the Portuguese Settlement which also known as The Red Building. Cos everything you see is in red!

Shearn & Ping

we just gotta make full use of the red walls
haha!

We walk up a flight of very steep steps to the very top of the St. Paul Forte! We were panting all the way through..

the weather was extremely hot that day :(

we visited the Malaccan Palace Museum

we took the Beca (trishaw in BM) to the Observation Tower;
very cool indeed!

you can over look the entire Malacca! So splendid :)

Jonker 88 at Jonker Street
Malacca is famous for cendol so it's a must try :)

this is one kick-butt asam laksa I've ever tasted!

The journey was awesome. But it's even more awesome when you got your best friends with you :))

Anyway, here's a Vlog on the trip. (it's my very first Vlog!) From here you can see Vanes being such a jakun when she saw a swimming pool in Malacca and we had a hard time pronouncing "monopoly" properly! Enjoy :)

Just Believe it

2010-12-28T02:18:00.006+08:00

..and Santa will appear! :)

Ho! Ho! Ho! Merry Christmas to everybody! Another year has passed and it's the time of sharing and giving again. Wow..can you believe that 2011 is about to start in a few days time?? Well I can't!

It's been a wonderful 2010 for me but I'm sure 2011 will be much more better.

Christmas party at the Tans residence

that's Vanes and Charity

I'm a Reindeer and she's a Santarina :)

that's Loveen, Evangeline and Win Shian

Later on, Vanes & I went over to Ping's place to chill and for some homemade steamboat. YUMSS ;)

Last but not least,
MERRY..

CHRISTMAS...

TO YOU!! ♥

State Of The Arts KL

2010-11-28T17:11:00.006+08:00

a tiny tree house

picture of MJ in many Rubik's cube!

2 light bulbs surrounded by glass bottles

Evangeline & Charity ♥

All the pix are from the Art Installation. So creative! We also have special guest such as Paul Moss, Daphne Iking, Audi Mok, Niki Cheong and Harith Iskandar in the house. We had such wonderful time listening to their talk and laughing our hearts out during Harith Iskandar's stand-up comedies :)

I wore a pants underneath cos it was
too short to be a dress haha!

Alright, I'll talk to you next time xx

So What Have I Been Up To?

2010-11-10T18:48:00.008+08:00

Before I start, just to let you know I've settled my picture quota problem already and am back to update more in this site! I figured, why let this site go down to the drain with it's pretty layout? (the white and pink color code :p)

Anyway, I had my long awaited Prom night @ The Empire Hotel! The interior design is really stunning. The good thing is they have a huge foyer with lots of chairs. Very ideal for ladies in high heels so that they can rest their feet :P

my favorite shot

Tzi Ying, she's my rock :)

my two gorgeous darlings, Ping and Vanes

and my new found boyf
HAHAHA!

Apart from Prom, here's a little update of what this sneaky Melody has been up to lately..

she has a duck tape dress made for her by
Loveen, Si Jin, Qian Rou and Jolene.

Btw, ain't she a natural in modeling that dress?! :)

Oh and I've also started LOOKBOOK (click!). I'm still new at it and I have not played dress up for some time now due to exams. But do let me know if you have a LB too! xx

What Quota?

2010-10-21T23:37:00.005+08:00

Okay..I am officially cut off from Blogger due to my "quota of images have reached it's limit" Now I can no longer upload any picture :( Unless I solve the problem (which I do not know how!) *frustrated. And I also took off my chat box because it's flooded with random messages. So yeap, DO follow me on Tumblr (click!)

I'll be doing more updates from there on :D

Sunrise

2010-10-06T14:19:00.004+08:00

Blood shot eyes, puffy cheeks, midnight phone calls and heart shattering news.

It's not doing any good to me. Over the past few months, I have endured great responsibilities, more than I could ever imagine or dealt with. Eventually it took a toll on me.

Emotionally drained out and I'm at my breaking point. There were times I would just cry my heart out and ask God, why? Why did he put me in this excruciating situation? All I ever did was to love and to care. I never signed up for this mess I'm in after all we've been through..

"" Like the sunrise, some things just have to happen and all you can do is watch."

-Felipe Sesoko

My All

2010-08-25T17:53:00.002+08:00

Happy 1 month, sweetheart :)

The Gardens

2010-08-12T19:25:00.003+08:00

chillax @ The Gardens with Walid & Darren

he was one hungry beast! HAHAHA

Darren's & mine

I recently did some online shopping and bought myself a little black dress. Can't wait to wear it out during the Girls Day Out with Ping & Vanes after trials :)) So what they said was true, online shopping *is* addictive! o(^▽^)o

All the best in your trials/monthly examinations! xx

We Heart Boys

2010-07-29T15:51:00.007+08:00

Last Friday, Vanes came over to my place and spontaneously, I grabbed my curling iron, threw on a top and a pair of jeans. Did a bit of make-up and the next thing we know, Vanes took my dSLR and we instantly went viral! ;)

candid eye
Gossip Girl, much?

"Hi", says the bear.

"I’m a bitch when I paint my lips,
I’m a bi-tch when people look at me!"

Bitch - Plasticines

BACK TO THE BOOKS. BAI. 8)

M & J Forever

2010-07-18T17:32:00.007+08:00

Another evening spent with my lil monster. It's been almost half a month since I last saw her. The moment I stepped into the house and there she goes, greeting me with a big wide smile, flashing her tiny baby teeth (:

"So long I didn't see Wei Jean already"
"Yup, do you miss me? :p "
*nods*
"Aw..I miss you too! Did anyone bully you in school?"
"Not anymore" *wide smile*

Then she goes on talking about her short and fat classmate, Key Shawn. The one who bullied her last time but not anymore. Talked about her teachers in class. Her maid who just went back to Indon for holiday. All the little little things that happened when I'm not around. What a good memory she has for a 7 years old hahaha!

the top row was written by Mel herself :')

then she ask me to doodle down things I like and dislike hahah!
likes and dislikes between
a 7 years old & a 17 years old LOL

nothing in the world matters anymore when I'm with her
xx

Have a great week ahead! God bless (:

Lethargic Yet Hyperactive

2010-07-14T14:51:00.003+08:00

Pardon me for being ever so random but I just couldn't help it! Especially not when my phone isn't beeping always and I still have 30minutes before my tuition starts. TEEHEE.

on Elwin's sexy bike
(why does my right leg look so distorted?)
toilet break @ MOS

spontaneous Genting 1D trip w Darren, Walid, Daniel & Selva

skating w Ping & Vanes! (:

Fourian Fare w my darling Ling ♥

V for VULCANZ;
CHEER 2010

Yeap, that's partly what I did for over the past 3 weeks and there's so much more to come. Goodness! There's IR After Party+Farewell Party and Leo & Lions Day this weekend. Gosh, I hope I can cope with my studies and do not slack in it. *determined

xx you know I love you (:

I'm A Pampered Girl

2010-07-07T16:24:00.000+08:00

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

A surprise visit on my doorstep and that marks my first and ever biggest bouquet of roses! (33 stalks of it) Nonetheless, it was all well planned out by H, Vanes & Ping. Those sneaky monkeys of mine! *giggles*

pretty roses

ヽ(;´ω｀)ノ

I can tell it was Vanes handwriting
HAHAHA

It's funny how we started off. It was during the impromptu Ipoh trip in March where we first met each other but I did not have a significant memory of you. Well, not until Forum Hatters Night Prep where Bren & I helped out in blowing balloons and you were there helping out as well.

Next was Oscars Night, I still remember you were staring at me while I got down the bus. The smile plastered on your face and those deep set eyes of yours that night, I can never forget it :p

Last but not least, Farewell lunch! Where you sat at my table and I remembered Dairy nudging me and asked why are you in our table. Next, you decided to ask for my number and I was transfixed cos I never thought you'd be interested in me at all! Hahaha. But things worked its way out and I'm really happy, love.

Even though we are 200km apart, I can feel your presence around me in THIN AIR. Is this why they call "love is in the air"? If so, then I'm breathing it every.single.day. (:

xoxoiloveyou

Loud, Lame and Ladies!

2010-07-05T18:29:00.008+08:00

Senior Page Session @ School

G morning!

o(^▽^)o

Kindly ignore Ping's retarded face cos she did not get a morning kiss hahahah! Love you dear ;p Anyhoo, school has been doing a good job for my skin. Waking early = sleeping early = no more eye bags!! *jumps*

Rooftop @ Taipan
Right after the rain has stopped, the sky was incredibly beautiful and as blue as the ocean! So it is true, after the gloom there will be sunlight shining through. Just like a rainbow in the sky.

Ping is a FLIRT

strong wind messing our hair
(:

I just love to stay at the rooftop. You can literally over look the entire Subang area and start to ponder upon "Is the world really round?" or "What happens if I fall from here?" or "Can he hear me if I shout really really loud from here? It's 200km away.." Hmm...

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Camp Fire Night @ School

my date, Amir & I

HAHAHA. Was entirely joking! But it was merely a coincidence that we wore the same colour coordinate outfit.

Ping + Vanes + I

Us + Amir + Afiq + Fahim;
we're the 5Jakuns! :O

Ping was nominated for best dress

am so diggin' this shot!
heading to mamak

Last but not least, H stayed up for me to come home cos I wasn't in my best mood for some personal matters. Eventually he couldn't stand it and dozed off . HAHAHA sho cute (:

By the way, don't forget to come and support SMK Seafield's carnival day this SATURDAY 9am till 4pm! I'll see *you* there (:

pix credit : Vanes

XX JEAN

Pajamas Party

2010-07-04T19:31:00.006+08:00

(..continuous of previous post)

After the Leo Club of Benovelent Unity's IR, Fu Ying & I headed to Yuan Ping's house warming.
Everyone of us had to wear our PJs in the midst of all the adults and kids. Horror!

Patrick Fu Ying +Devilish Me

Walid the botak

Darren & Elaine

Walid the Bapuk + Darren the Chicken LOL
HAHAHA!

but that's not the end of it yet!

we're laughing at...

Walid's XXL dick!!!

it's so obscene O M G

chicken butt Darren
HAHA

Don't you just love them? hahaha! Ok gtg, xx.

Milky Way

2010-06-17T04:00:00.007+08:00

"You just have to wait for that Mr.Right. You gotta search high and low for him but eventually it will be worth it." - D

Gon take years for that to happen but with God's timing, He will reward us with the best! (:

Goodnight, boy trouble ♥

My Heart You Broke

2010-06-05T20:50:00.010+08:00

It's been a while since I really sat down and focus on creating a interesting blog post from thousands of photos I've compiled over the years! So here's lil something for ya'll (:

2008, that's Tzi Ying and I at a church.

29 Nov 2009, my birthday with Gladys @ Rock Cafe

my first time babysitting the TwoLittleMonsters! (:

2010, Papa & Mama Chu @ Renaissance Hotel KL

11 Feb, on the way to pre-Vday dinner @ the Apartment

Hello butts! Swimming @ USJ19 condo

they say, "eyes can never deceive you"..

..so tell me, what am I thinking right now?

XX JEAN

Let's Go, Gaga!

2010-06-05T17:04:00.010+08:00

Cell Group : Mother's Day

we gathered at Tze Ken's & had pot luck

Julian's game punishment

Julian "Gaga" Kim in the house!
HAHAHA!

During that, Vanes & Ping came over as well. So we plotted to scare them both with Julian's nasty Lady Gaga alike look! This was how it turned out...

Result, Vanes was frighten to death while Ping was busy taking off her socks and did not notice Julian "Gaga" Kim! HAHAHA. Yeap, they are the most hilarious people (:

Glad's creation
click to enlarge.

we are born to ~~be wild~~ camho!

p/s I can finally smell the Holiday..mmm..

We're Just Bored

2010-05-26T15:38:00.005+08:00

"Hey Ping, is my pimple HUGE?"

*GASP!*

"If only we were RICH..."

"..we'll have shiny sunsilk hair.."

"..big and round eye surgery, no more sepet eyes!.."

"..and own TWO phones! WOAHHH!"

"Why lar are we so poor and got SEPET eyes like no eyes at all wan??"
(TωT)

"Shhh..Jean, did you hear that?"*JENGJENGJENG*

"THE VANES IS HERE!!"

"Ping, let's just act along with her ok?"
"Har...okay :("

Shot #1

Shot #2

*Vanes suddenly got bored and faded away..*
.
.
.
.
.

"So where were we again, Jean?"
"We totally need to stop watching Ghost Whisperer, babe" (・ω・)

ﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･ﾟﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･ﾟﾟ･*:.｡..｡.:*･ﾟ

HAHAHA! I hope that cracked you up cos it sure did to me. Vanes and Ping, I love you like mad cow disease. Okay, that might not be the nicest metaphore but it sure is the most honest! *hugs* (:

Meanwhile, all the best (to the max) in *your* examinations while I have 4 days off till my next paper. HEHEHE.

XX JEAN

My Hips Are Too Big To Lie

2010-05-04T18:46:00.006+08:00

Yesterday night I was busy packing my Leo uniform (full of badges) for today's photoshoot and I hung my uniform downstairs so that I will not forget about it today.

Then today morning I found a note from Papa Chu....

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

Yeap, that's ma daddy. HAHAHA!

(his name is Lou btw not Jon)

Have a wonderful Mother's Day ya'll (:

XX JEAN

Adrenaline Rush Day

2010-04-28T18:21:00.011+08:00

Last Friday sure was happening! And I'm glad that it was cos it's been a long time since I had such fun. Allow me to fill you in :p

Head off to school in the morning, classes was boring as usual bla bla bla. Vanes & I went to Ping's USJ19 condo for a swim after school. We were looking forward for this since last year! Plus, Ping wanted to bake in the sun but failed cos the sun was not even up at the pool side HAHAHA.

in the condo

Vanes tryin to do a bridge in the pool
-.-

don't mind us :p

after swimming!

we were suppose to do 'that' together but
ended up I was the only one doing it! :(

finally, a decent shot

Vanes can be a *lil* crazy sometimes :p
Ping as well..

yeap, I have extraordinary gfs who are crazy
in love with each other + me (:

I'm wearing..
red bikini; sunseeker
shades; Vanes own
semi-transparent top; Sg. Wang
white pants; Voir

Next stop, tuition together and my dinner was only 3 sausage buns. Famished indeed I am! Then, I went to cellgroup with Julian Kim & Darren Mok at SS2. We lost our way there and had to turn back to Subang and drive back there again. It was mad chaos! But eventually we made it there before preaching starts (:

Finally after cellgroup, the boys & I headed back to Subang to meet up with the rest before we head off to KLIA for no particular reason. YEAP! We sat in Walid's mercs which was going at 200km/hr. Wicked sick! The stereo blasting Shots at 3 in the morning, simply crazy but that's just who we are ;)

Elmo & I :D

Knocked off at 4am back home. Adrenaline rush day I'd call it. (refer to post title)

pix credit : Vanes

xx J

I Love My Girls

2010-04-20T23:07:00.008+08:00

The journey to KL was rather adventurous and chaotic, especially when you have 3-no-sense-of-directions girls *in* KL .__.

making sure we don't board the wrong train!

monorail to Times Square

Vanes & Chicken Take 1

Vanes & chicken Take 2..
Vanes & chicken Take 3....:p

Anyway, we left Times Square and headed off to..Sg. Wang! The absolutely shopping haven for kiam siap people like us. HEHE.

this is the steal of the day!! RM1.60 for one (:
(not clothes but bubble tea heh)
it pronounce as 'hohoba'
(:

The whole journey was such an experience to all 3 of us. In the midst of getting lost in KL, we still got to the great company and have great laughs along the way! Trust me, it's never boring when you have these girls around ya :p

pix credit : Vanes

(you can check out Vanes blog as well)

JEAN

Easter Production

2010-04-16T11:30:00.000+08:00

Pix from Easter production after service :

Brenda

celebrated Darius early 16th birthday

giant curry puff for RM4.90 only @ K3K ss15

Mel was hyper all night, she couldn't stop drawing!!

Vanes & Yuan Ping!

it has became a trend....*shakes head*

Tzi Ying & I

Seafieldians CF are in the house!

Too Many Words Spoils The Soup

2010-03-21T17:11:00.016+08:00

CF Camp : INGREDIENTS

It was definitely a happening 4days 3nights up there in the cold. Plus, the line reception was terribly bad! Plus, I had to miss Forum meeting + E! Night. Bummer..

Tzi Ying & I in the bus

It took us almost 3 hours to reach there because one of the bus broke down & our bus driver did not know the way to Peacehaven.

checked into our dorms
breath taking moments (:

we're so hungry!midnight walk

rise & shine!
a heavy lunch before treasure hunting

she's my alarm clock in the morn
cos she sleeps just beside me (:

cg member, SiJin

HAHAHA high 5!

chipsmore & the 38 ppl

We played station games as well tho I did not bring my camera along. Will grab some from Emily soon (:

However, I'm not sure if it's the cold weather that is making me koyak but Gladys asked me whether James (one of our friend) will be attending E! Night (it clashes with the camp). Without thinking twice, I went to find James with Tze Ken, Si Jin, Tzi Ying & Hui Jie and in front of them I asked James..

Me : James, are you going for E! Night this Friday?
*everyone looked at me like I just ask a stupid question*

Then it finally hit me, HE'S IN THE SAME CAMP WITH ME!! Not only that, we're in the same game group as well! And the rest just can't stop laughing their heads off about my koyakness -_____-" Sorry James, I didn't mean to be so koyak :(

half of the Leo bod went as well
the cg + 38 Esther Cheng!
HAHAHA

it was our last night @ there
& everyone was eating cup noodles

Cup noodles never tasted sooooo GOOD in our life when we are in the freezing cold weather! (:

"raar raar..let it rain!"

Several game groups had to perform a dance from the station game : coordinate-a-dance-to-make-it-rain-cos-the-crops-are-dying. It was our final session.

that's marcus behind the bag btw
HAHAHA

my angel & I
who is one of the sweetest person on earth! :')

She has been so caring towards me. Fed me with endless bars of chocolates hahaha! *hugs*

to the E, to the 3, to the 6 and to the monarchy!
:p

Hmm..it's raining in Subang now. I miss the breezy wind in the morning and it's never too sunny at there unlike here. But it's just so agonizing to shower at there cos it's freezing cold! :(

However, we'll definitely miss CF camp again and again for all the wonderful reason. I've met new friends, gained new visions, reached to a higher spiritual level and most importantly, am having a greater relationship with God (:

xx J.

You've Got The Love

2010-03-09T00:41:00.002+08:00

"Sometimes I feel like saying "Lord I just don't care". You've got the love I need to see me through."

You've Got The Love by Florence & the Machine

Have you ever felt like the world is watching you and you're always on the watch. Because you know that one simple mistake can turn into a lifetime decision. Because you know that people will only remember your flaws and not your strengths. Or because you know that people just love to talk bad about you.

I believe it is human nature to remember who done wrong or who did this or who said that. Pamela Anderson for example, she is recognized for her double Ds and porn tapes but no one knew she has been a long supporter of PETA. No matter how much hatred or disagreement towards that person, we just gotta step back, take in the BIGGER picture and think "she/he ain't that terrible at all"

No one is a bad person, it's just we all made bad choices in life.

However, if you keep on doubting the person who is your parents, your brother, your sister, your friends that he/she can't possibly handle a situation or that he/she always have wrong judgement. Shame on you!! Never ever doubt a person no matter how many mistakes they have made. Human being are created to learn and improve. If not, there won't be any iphones, laptops, flat screen tvs, cars, air-conds, space ships, medicines and many many more..

My point is, we have to always learn how to compromise with people. They may not learn as fast as you, but they can be better than you. Who knows? And you should not beat them down by saying "It's so easy like kacang putih but you can't even do it?? Haiyah..don't need to do it already la. I do I do." Instead, you should give them words of encouragement and constantly assuring them that they can do it no matter how long it takes because you have faith in that person and he/she shall make it through difficulties in life! All thanks to you for believing in them (:

Over Looking

2010-02-21T16:54:00.006+08:00

Headed to Look Out Point for the 3rd time with my family. This time round we got there early and manage to get a good view of KL! (:

large carrot milk

sour sop
horoscope drink : Sagittarius
shrimp and dory fish in black pepper sauce
steamy hot grilled lamb chop

wearing my Bambie shirt that says
"Where is my home?" LOL

Cousin bro taught me a few new trick on my dSLR. Gosh..I'm still a noob after a year of utilizing it.

Anyway, classes are starting tomorrow. Bummer, I still have unfinished work to complete.

Toodles! xx

"Baby Baby"

2010-02-18T00:43:00.006+08:00

My lovely precious one,
You are the song I sung.
I surrender my love to none,
But for you I was stung.

May I bless you with my prayer,
For long you will be gone.
Promise you will be a believer,
For God who made us two in one.

I am lost of words,
For how you have magnified my life.
Our past shall not be the wounds,
But it will be remembered eternal life.

We shall learn from our mistakes,
For that no one is perfect in this world.
You will forever be my best mistake,
I promise I will make you proud.

Baby baby I cry,
Please don't leave me before I die.
Baby baby I cry,
My love for you will never die.

with love,
Jean

Once Again

2010-02-14T16:04:00.007+08:00

We're back at Renaissance hotel for the annual high tea buffet @ TEMPTations. Once again, we're stuffed with delicious foods. Gosh..

baby lobster (?)

~~stir fried chicken in tortilla wrapped on avocado spread, tomato coulis & sour cream~~
Chicken wraps

ngom ngom ngom!

my all time favourite - BOXING CHICKEN!

board of cheezzzeeee
Tira-Miss-You

strawberry indulgence

Gotta go now. Toodles!

Cruise Control

2010-02-12T12:50:00.007+08:00

Dinner @ the Apartment

all glamed up

We were absolutely famished and drenched cos of the heavy traffic. By the time our food came, we were already salivating like rivers!

tapas :

wraps with picking duck
main course :
baked fish with cheese, baby tomatoes and potatoes

steak with mashed potatoes and creamy cheese

Absofkinglutely scrumptious! The cheese is so thick till I gagged when I had a mouth full of it.

However, I felt that Valentine's Day has been over shadowed by Chinese New Year. Even I actually forgotten bout Valentine's Day until one of my friend wished me a Happy Vday text.

Meanwhile, rather than going for a candle light dinner with your partner. We've now ended up in one of the many open houses. How ironic right?? But how can you say NO to that plate of fried chicken, curry mutton, CNY cookies, "pa gua" meat and best of all "nian gao" with eggs! YUMMMMSSSS!

Gosh..the amount of calories I've consumed *guilty pleasure*

Happy Chinese New Year & Happy Valentine's Day to ya'll lovelies! Cheers!

xx Jean

For The Record

2010-02-06T18:51:00.007+08:00

I've been nomming on food and sleeping like a lock lately. Especially sleeping at odd hours like 4pm till 1am -.- Plus, I don't know why but I'm not feeling quite CNY-ish this year. Perhaps it's cos I've been so tied up with works lately and too tired to do CNY shopping. Or that I'm trying to not burst my closet again.

outing with Yuan Ping

glamed up for the day

lunch @ Fulhouse

if you noticed, I painted my nails yellow (:

ngom ngom ngom
strawberry and mixed choc cakes

my next halloween costume
HAHAHA

Hmm..we should do this more often. Girls Day Out! This time with Vanes. She could've join us if she wasn't so busy making sushis with someone :p

xoxo Jean

Karma Karma Karma

2010-01-17T14:27:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was seriously a bad karma day. First I was at Subang Parade and there was a blackout. Second I broke my slippers. Third I had stomach ache. Fourth my house telephone line kept cutting off. I have never been this unluckily since..never! THIS MUST BE AN OMEN WTF T__T

Okay la counted lucky cos I always wanted a new slipper BUT seriously! All 4 in just one day, 24 hours?? You gotta be kidding me.

Happy Tummy

2010-01-15T14:20:00.005+08:00

1st Cell Group Outing @ Umami

Well as you can see, my hair is still the same old one and so *obviously* that means this happened last year while I'm posting it right now..Okay, I admit la I'm a lousy cell member :(

ANYWAY, we had steamboat buffet which was so mouth watering for the price of only RM26++ per person. Plus, if you go there when your birthday is 3 days before/after + 10 friends you can get free soup of the day including everyone in your table AND you get to apply a free membership card AND you get a free voucher for your next dine-in. All for RM26++ and 10 friends.

That's not just it, so happen we went on the day when they are serving..*wait for it*..Shark fin soup!! HOW AWESOME IS THAT?? :D

quite a variety of food they got there

face sauna wtf >_>

HAHAHA jakun me :p

I forgot what Adrian was saying ._.

free flow of ice cream!

gave Tze Ken his belated birthday present
from all of us :)

group pix ;)

All of us was having a happy tummy that night. Plus, we then went to play L4D (which was my first time playing thanks to Adrian) at Rock Cafe. Thank god we did not have stomach upset HAHAHA.

2nd cell group outing next week! Now there's something to look forward to other than the boring classes in school :)

Bum Like You

2010-01-10T17:48:00.007+08:00

I iz bored

Going to school tomorrow but I'm still stuck with headache + flu + nose bleed and now TOOTHACHE!! FML MAN. I hate it when I'm sick like that. Especially when it's just the beginning of the year and I have so much homework to cover BUT I can't because I haven't even get my textbook yet -__- Frustrating sial...

On a *happier* note, I went to Pavilion the other day for a movie. I know right, who goes all the way there for a RM12 movie wtf *me*

I somehow look fairer in here

We watch Did You Heard About The Morgans? from the 2nd front row which I sorta doze off halfway :p

Later on we went back to Subang for dinner @ Bean's. Mongolian fish fillet! Yumms :)

Hopefully I'll be well enough to attend class tomorrow. Good night xx.

Inspirational

2010-01-06T20:09:00.004+08:00

For a person like me that only know how to dance to club songs is pretty pathetic if you ask me to dance on stage in many different kinds of *proper* style (i.e. Latin, Salsa, Ballroom etc). I sometimes wonder how people can dance so well while I couldn't. Plus, I didn't want to embarrass myself in front of people so that's why I dared not take up dancing knowing that I suck like shiz in it -.-

However, have you ever experience something that just simply captured your attention and left you in awe? AND you felt like you wanna give a go even if your heart say noooo??

Well that's how I felt after watching this..

(I love Courtney in this. Slutty much!)

AND SO, I'll be joining *with no regrets* CHC's O'l School dance workshop this Sunday along with Jue & Darius. Oh boy..I hope I won't embarrass myself with my 2 left feet :(

Vanilla Twilight

2010-01-05T16:32:00.007+08:00

Lunch @ Sushi King

feeling so hungry right now *craves
Ling & GY
Jue :p
emo Dairy

camhoring with my new fringe

Yakult!

retard GY

all these belongs to Darius,
total up to RM30 wtf

I got chubby cheeks T___T

well taken by GY! HAHAHA
(Jue look like a *geisha* in here)

I was telling Kar Yan to take my dSLR back from GY

camho FAIL

& lastly the best pix of the day is this..

it looks damn wrong + the person behind them
was looking too = epic win LOL

Later on, Jue & I joined Gladys, Delvin and a couple of others for Bak Kut Teh. For those who knows me well I'm really not a huge fan of it tho but I guess once in a while will do *positivity :S

Top It Off 2009

2010-01-03T03:32:00.006+08:00

I can't sleep and so I'm doing a list of how 2009 was to me.

I was in love then out of love. In love again but called it quits half way. Then I was in love again and out of love again. And now I'm in love again and still in it. I KNOW RIGHT!
Socialized & met many new friends :D
Skipped school & class more than I ever could imagine.
Drove a car twice. Ramped across a mini divider too :S
Did not get drunk or hangovers.
Did many things and some are dangerous wtf.
Encountered the polices 3 times already & I'm not afraid.
Ended up in some random gossip site.
Involved myself in Leo and now it became a part of me *proud
Attended church.
Learned a lot from others in dressing up, maturity, experiences and etc.
Miracles do happen. Just gotta believe in it.
I live more than a double life. As a Score A-er, as a Leo, as a student, as a best friend, as a lover and as a daughter.

To be honest, I never regretted of what I did in the past. Instead, I really want to try it all. I can be quite adventurous and random at times but you only get to live once so why waste it? Do you agree?

So tell me bout your highlight of 2009! :)

Bonjour 2010

2010-01-01T15:57:00.010+08:00

NYE countdown @ Vincent&LiHsia's
I was still stuffed from Josh's BBQ before I came here. His mom's turkey was supremely scrumptious! Well it better be since it's brought back from Australia hahaha. The 6 of us had candle light dinner at there. And 6 as in 5 boys 1 girl cos we rock just like that wtf.

they played Wii

hello Puchong :)

From our view, we could easily see fireworks all over the city. I think there's more than 5 location that had fireworks. Definitely better than going to Sunway/Curve etc.

Charity & I

Victor & I

played UNO&Bluff at 2am!

photo credits to Victor & Allan

Finally after so long, a decent post that's full with details. Ok maybe not that much but I'm trying to blog properly again :)

Knocked off at 4am! Superbly exhausted and now I have no idea what to do on the first day of the year -.-
_____

Guess what? God has heard me. When I was about to grab my clothes to head out, this was what I found..

major wardrobe malfunction,
literally -___-

& right now I'm on the edge of fiddling through my clothes. It's crazy to see the amount of clothes I have that can fully cover my single bed. Don't start with the bags and heels either..

saw the blue top there?
that's the amount of tank tops I got WTF
well on the bright side,
my wardrobe is fixed already *happy

EDIT :- the result of 2 hours clearing out my closet

I SO LOVE MY CLOSET NOW
*sayang closet wtf

Ok gotta run. Happy New Year to everyone btw :)

p/s I seem to enjoy having new look for every new year HAHAHA

Here I Am

2010-01-01T04:05:00.005+08:00

with "I'll Keep Waiting" by S Club 7 on the replay at 4am on a New Year's Day

"Dry these tears of rain. Say you'll show me love again"

There's so many things on my mind right now but I just can't find the exact word to say it. It's been a month full of ups and downs. Many boundaries have been created yet many rules have been broken. I don't even know myself sometimes. Like I'm lost in between of so many events happening and I just can't find my way back home.

"I'll keep waiting till that day when you come back from home to me"

I miss home, it's the only place where I can fully be myself. Instead of constantly having a mask on my face, pretending that everything is alright while it's not. It's called living in denial btw. Some call it delusional. Whatever. The point is when you are too busy with other things, love might pass you by, good friends might pass you by, family might pass you by and even God might pass you by.

"life's too short to live without you"

I think that's what happening to me right now. I'm constantly busy but I'm missing out the best of life that I can get. But when you finally realize it, it's already too late to turn back. There's no such thing as time machine in this world.

"where you are is where I wanna be"

I don't wanna regret again like last time. I missed out the best thing that life could ever offer me which is love and family. It's a mistake I did that should never be repeated nor remembered. However, I'm blessed for having a second chance in life, to meet/love someone like you and this time I'm not gonna make the same mistake ever again. Once bitten, twice shy. Let's just hope 2010 will be a good year for us, love :)

p/s heaven doesn't come knocking on our door twice so be grateful for what you have.

XX JEAN

Rehabitation

2009-12-28T12:51:00.000+08:00

2nd Baking Session @ Bren's (we're so turning her place into a bakery HAHAHA)

retard GY joined us

brown sugar + white sugar

GY took this HAHA :p

Lunch @ Fullhouse

ze best dish ever,
Korean Xin Noodles!

Subzone Christmas Party @ CHEC

GY CMI FACE AGAIN -____-

Justin too! LOL

Melody took this + some other pics
(if you notice the height from the lens
is shorter then it's Mel)

Christmas is over but New Year is coming :)

p/s baby, baby when we first met, I never felt something so strong.

We're Damn Awesome

2009-12-17T02:57:00.007+08:00

Linghui (: says (2:54 AM):
*one stupid girl send in
Miss Jean says (2:54 AM):
*uh huh
♥ brendaong says (2:55 AM):
*haha
Linghui (: says (2:55 AM):
*im 18 and i make out with my boyfriend and we touch around. I'm worried. Am i gonna be pregnant?
Linghui (: says (2:55 AM):
*im like
Miss Jean says (2:55 AM):
*LOL
Linghui (: says (2:55 AM):
*WTF
♥ brendaong says (2:55 AM):
*WTF
Miss Jean says (2:55 AM):
*WTF

..cos we said WTF at the same time -____-"
____

Baking @ Bren's

aren't they like lil babies in the oven, no?

baby pink!

the creamy icing is actually cheese. Bren & Ling were such sweetheart cos they knew I didn't like cheese so they made vanilla icing (the pink color ones) too. AWW BABES! *HUGS* :')

After cleaning up our mess from baking, we walked to GY's house to surprise him with cupcakes cos he's been complaining like a baby that he wants them too -____-

that's me in there cos GY was disturbing
me while I was otp (on the phone) wtf
CMI la omg GY

it kept walking around with it's tongue
sticking out and head on one side HAHAHA

truly dog lovers o_o

"go find the ball now"

"-_-"

"good boy"

Phew..Ok I'm done with one post. Time to get some rest :)

p/s had a blissful tang yuen day with family + him.

Just Another Day

2009-12-14T16:52:00.006+08:00

Chillax @ Brenda's

carrot cake and fruit juice in bed

we are fantabulous!

Things I don't understand :

people can be so ungrateful sometimes
I keep changing my nails color
it rains every single day
my phone credit are always low
I'm craving for alcohol now
the things I'd do for A.
I have butterfly in my stomach when I see him.
the French language
I blush easily. Too easily..
I can't cook for nuts but I can bake. Does that count?

xx toodles!